| LongTimeNoUpdateee. |
[Feb. 5th, 2007|02:03 pm] |
So..
its been a whilee.
i got tired of looking at that song everytime i signed in.. so i decided to update. YAY.
..
life is quiet alrightt.
im glad 1st semester is over, and i got English out of the wayy.
i applied to St.Clair for the Journalism course last week sometimee and i am awaiting a letter.
hehe.
yahh.
i have pretty kickass classes this semester thoughh.
Spare
Religion
Media
Yearbook.
EEK.
funstuff.
hmm. what else..
ooo as of.. Janurary 21st i am Vegan.
Ive been Vegetarian for 8months now.
its fun.
i love the animalss.
hmm.
i dont know what else to talk aboutt.
my friends are amazing.
they keep me going through the the week.
im pretty sick of this fracking cold weather thoughh.
i cant wait for campingg.
Sams cominnn
AND i miss Nick and Rob FO SHO.
But yerss.
im on spare right noww...
and its gay cuz im boredd. blahh.
TOMORROW FALL OUT BOY CD COMES OUTTT
AHHHHH
IM MAKING MY MOM TAKE ME TO BEST BUY WHEN IT OPENS!!
so. when i get to school, ill b all pumped cuz i have the cd.
so.. as of right noww, the prom theme for this year is... Tropical Paradise? wtf? how typical.
jeezeee.
the other options were: candyland(go hannah), 007, New Orleans.
hm.
007 wud have beeen cool cuz of the year we graduate.. and candyland wud ahve been soooo cool cuz its uncommon.
but yahh.
this entry is WAY too long.. so ill stop it here.
im going on facebook.com to check iit outt. every1 has it.. and.. who knows, maybe it will be the myspace of 2007. HA!
*takes facebook pics*.. doesnt sound the samee.
blah.
PEACE |
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| Wow. |
[Dec. 5th, 2006|10:05 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | 1st Period. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | My Black Dahlia- Hollywood Undead | ] |
This song honestly expresses my feelings towards him.
Ugh.
Im getting over it.
Be glad.
My Black Dahlia- Hollywood Undead
I loved you
You made me
Hate me
You gave me
Hate see
It saved me
And these tears are deadly
You feel that?
I ripped back
Everytime you tried to steal that
You feel bad?
You feel sad?
Im sorry, hell no, fuck that!
It was my heart
It was my life
It was my start
It was your night
This strife, it dies
This life and these lies
These lungs have sung
This song for too long
And its true, I hurt to remember
I love you.
And I lost it all, fell today, it's all the same
I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no. no.
And I've been abused, I feel so used
because of you
I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry ,no. no.
I wish I could have quit you
I wish i never missed you
And told you that i loved you everytime I fucked you
The future that we both drew
And all the shit we've been threw
Obsessed with the thought of you
The pain just grew and grew.
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you
It never was enough, and the world is what I gave to you
I used to be love struck
And now I'm just fucked up
Pulling my sleeve and see the pattern of my cuts.
And I lost it all, fell today, it's all the same
I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no. no.
And I've been abused, I feel so used
because of you
I'm sorry, oh sorry, I'm sorry ,no. no.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest
And your tears are dried up now
You just lay without a sound
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest
And my fears are over now,
I can leave with my head down.
And I lost it all, fell today, it's all the same
I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no. no.
And I've been abused, I feel so used
because of you
I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry, I'm sorry ,no. no.
Sorry(6x) I'm sorry, no. |
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| Happy Birthday |
[Nov. 28th, 2006|10:16 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | 1st Period. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cut Up Angels- The Used | ] |
Happy birthday to you.
I hope u have an awsome day.
I hope your happy.
you must be getting used to these hate notes.
i really dont think u are understanding what i am telling you.
i have a hateful obsession.
i feel as if we are in a love/hate relationship.
im not just another girl you meet, use, then throw aside.
we had a past.
and probably have a future.
you were my first real kiss.
you were my first real boyfriend.
you were my first real heartache (3times)
i hate you for leading me on, holding my hand, kissing my cheek,
then out of nowhere.
BAM.
im gone out of ur life for a while.
how can u do that to someone who tells u they still have feelings for.
how can u tell that same person, you dont care about what they say/feel.
how can u be that heartless.
so basically.
this will be my last rant.
i know you are tired of them.
im sure everyone is tired of them.
its all the same to me.
i just want my point across.
thats all.
its pretty sad that i broke down in tears during class.
but its okay.
i know you dont care. |
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| Venting. |
[Nov. 11th, 2006|05:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Lunacy Fringe- The Used | ] |
I hate you so fucking much.
I wish i wouldnt be so attached to you.
Ive cried a thousand times for you as i am now.
Why am i such an idiot to keep going back to you.
I wanted to and believed i always would love you.
Deep down i probably still do.
I need to move on.
I keep saying i do but never actually go through with it.
Im fed up with your bullshit excuses and lies.
My friends will be glad the day i dont use your name in every sentence.
Ive put them through hell being depressed and pissed off over you.
You arent worth it.
Not worth my time figuring out whats wrong with you trying to cheer you up.
Ive told you time and time again im here for you and to talk to me.
Its like councilling a brick wall.
I guess you dont need me.
Just let me figure out that i dont need you either to survive.
Then maybe, i can be stable.
And we could be friends.
Real friends who tell eachother their problems and listen to eachother.
Get back to me and let me know.
</3,
Maria. |
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| HA |
[Oct. 27th, 2006|12:38 pm] |
Heey sorry to anyone hoo read that last entry i posted... it was meant for my fall out boy community bbut i forgot to change the thing at the bottom...
thats all =] |
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| Hug A Vegetarian Day!! |
[Sep. 29th, 2006|01:24 pm] |
Yayyy,
Hug ur fellow Vegetarian Peoplee!
xoxox
p.s. if u havent seen me.. im brunette for now. lol. weird!! i havent been brunette since grade 5. EEK. |
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| Boredd. |
[Sep. 22nd, 2006|04:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Beautiful Ones- Prince | ] |
So i ahvent updated in like 5 years... and shits been goin down. hmm. the end of my summer... was pretty sweeet. i saw all my close friends the last week of freedom then went camping... then school started.. im not that pissed that it started cuz i got pretty sweet classes:
Computer Science
Challenge/Change
English
Peer Help
Spare
Religion
Media
Yearbook
Mhmm, so yah..nothing to complain about.. the hardest class id saay is challenge/change.. but w.e. hmm.. so yah,, school... work... friends.. same shit diff dayss. my bday passed a while backk. got a kick-ass cake and Eric came... yay Eric.. lol. heres my cake
Mhmm... so i jus wanted to update once again... i think im guna like not update unless something MAJOR happens.. otherwise.. i only go on here to read and check on my fall out boy community or post lyrics that are relating to shit thats happening.
so thats all for noww.
peacee
xo
p.s. i have the hugest obsession with Prince right now.. jus thought id throw that out there. HA |
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| Call Me When You're Sober -Evanescence |
[Aug. 25th, 2006|12:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.
Why cant i get over him...
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| Viva Italia!! |
[Jul. 9th, 2006|08:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
Good Job Italy!!!!!
Anywayss. ill update with some highlights of the last 2 weeks of camping, i forgot alot so bare with me..
-Left June 29th for Wheatly
-Chilled with the amazing Corina Strong
-Had some fun times (lets just say, it involved a smoke and a band-aid)
-Went home July 3rd
-Left July 4th for Grand Bend (Pinery)
-Nick and Robert were there, fun times with them
-On Wednesday while chilling around the bathrooms, 2 guys rode there bikes around and they were running out of the bathroom yelling. I asked them if they could do tricks so i cud take some pictures. They said no and we started talking. They told me that their one friend was in the shower and they just threw canned peaches on him. Just then, he walks out of the showers. The first scene kid I saw there that weekend. He was adorable. We all started talking and found out they were from Michigan(spelling?). We all went back and forth talking about rules in Canada, stores we dont have that they do, music, diff shiit. I was more into the scene boy. His name was Ben. He wore tight jeans n shirts, and had curly hair. The other 2 were also cute. Chris was obsessed with cars; and Lance was a sweetie that played guitar in a band. We chilled around the bathrooms for a bit, then Ben got cold (he was wet from the shower and didnt have a shirt on). So we departed.
-Chilled with the 3 boys plus Nick and Robert on Thursday.
-Thursday night, we rode a crazy bikeride to the "dunes" and watched the boys go "duning" in their boxers, while, Ben was in his...underwear.. hehe. It was pretty exciting. 12am and were on a pitch-black beach watching how far Chris could ride into the water without falling(on his bike).
-We all go back and sit around the bathroom again.. its freezing. Hoo has the bright idea to go into the laundry rooom where its warm? i do.. so we chill in there until i get in trouble to go home. haha.
-Friday...went back to the beach..was unexpected..i got pushed into the water with my clothes on. ugh.. so uncomfortable.
-Later that night, Lance and Chris met 2 girls, so they left to go to their site.
-Robert, Nick, Ben, and I, chilled around the store and played some football in the parking lot.
-Park rangers drive by and call us over and tell us not to b at the store at night,, blah blah..
-We go back to Ben's tent...
-Ben takes out his straightner and starts ..straightening his hair? lol.. it was cute.. were all talking n hes laying down doing his hair lmao. it was cute.. hes got the scene boy hair where its like long and straight then he kinda spikes it in the back? lol. it looks better curly to me. =]
-We leave Ben's tent and we all go to bed around 1:30
-Saturday...Robert and Nick left at 11am =[.. so i walked to Ben's site and we sat there until my sis came by and told me we were going into Grand Bend to shop..i really didnt wanna leave Ben.
-Hm, i didnt buy much.. its so over-priced. I got a bracelet, anklet, sunglasses, nose ring, and bandanas.
-Got home and walked to the store with my sis to get some ice cream..
-Ben was walking around the store and i called his name and he walks over.
-My sis goes inside and im standing around Ben, 2 whores from previous nite, Lance and Chris and im getting bored and Ben sais there going for a bike ride.. so im like w.e and go inside the store without saying bye.
-By this time im pissed off and we sit around the store and my sis sees her friend, so we go back to our site and play cards,, blah blah blah...
-After dinner we go to the store again and watch these 3 guys do stunts on their bike..
-They all leave to go play Man Hunt at the "dunes" and i see Ben and every1 go too so i didnt wanna go.
-We go back to the store after and Ben and every1 was there, so i go over and sit and talk...
-Lance, Chris and the girls leave and Ben stays with us..
-Ben starts to wander around the back of the store and comes back out with a bunch of drinks lmao..apparently the workers left the doors open and left all the shit outside when they left at 10. So Ben comes back out with 5 cases of Sobe Rush lmaoo, so funny!
-So the parking lot is full of empty bottles n shii, so amazing lmao..
-We all leave after a bit so Ben could find the other guys and get his bag to fill up the Sobe with.
-Hm, we find the other guys and the girls went to bed? lol, and we find out that the guys gota go back to bed at 12.. so we had half hour to chill.
-So Ben decides to go to back and get the Sobe he hid under the phone booth.. and Chris and Lance have to go with him cuz they dont want him to get caught.. so i went to bed cuz i didnt ahve a bike to go with them..=[
-I was sad cuz the next morning we left at 9am so we cud make it home in time for the Soccer Game.. i didnt get a chance to say good-bye to the guys.. espicially Ben..=[ (good thing i gave him my myspace)
-So i get home todayy, showered, and went straight to Erie st. to watch the game..
-Pretty sweet that they won. i was having a good time.. Erie was packed!, i got to wave my flag all the way home haha, sweetness..
-So that leaves me here, full of vegetarian chinese foood and typing a book about my weeek. lol
-I had a pretty sweet time in the passed 2 weeks.. now i cant wait to sleep in my OWN bed and go back to work haha.
Thats about it for noww, my hands hurt from typing... ill update laterz!!
Peace
xox |
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